See I have this friend whom I've known for about eight years. We've had points in our friendship where we haven't talked or seen each other for months, not because we are angry though, we just drift apart. Well lately we will have plans and either she: a.) is late. b.) brings another friend along. or c) blows me off. Tonight it was letter 'C'. She blew me off yet again. I'm pretty much had it. I know that her and I need to have a talk, and we will. It's just easier to vent then go in with a level head.

I have absolutely no clue what I want to do with the rest of my life. I used to, but the more I think about it the more I have no idea. I used to want to be a counselor, but I just don't know anymore. And everyone keeps asking me what I'm going to do and when do I go back to school. It doesn't help with every store I go to there are back to school sales so if I'm with someone the always ask about school. I have no clue what to do now. It seems that the friends that I still have just don't understand or wont listen, and my family are just pushing me too far. I have to do what is best for me and I have to figure what that is by myself. I think I just need some time to myself.